Thursday, April 2, 2009

Feeling never xpressed.....

If words could express what I feel for u...then i would keep whispering those sweet nothings in ur ears...but then i feel that the silence between the two of us is enough to xpress my feelings...I often wonder why I keep thinking bout u…. when I m lost, your thoughts guide me... wen i m sad, ur smile lights me…wen i m silent, ur beauty whispers sweet melodies in my ears..In those moments of pure ecstasy, my world is brightened by your Romance...I don’t know what this is... may b u can better xplain....

I loved your eyes when I saw u 1st...So innocent, so blessed...So sweet your smile, that made me think "that an angel of love has come to Me"... I think u were shy coz your lips did tremble but your eyes could only speak The truth... The shine on your face was so divine, that I wanted to loose myself into U... I loved your scared look, May b u were scared of what was to come...But I wanted to extend my arms to make u feel comfortable... I don't know how to show love n care. But I can’t think of myself without u... And I want u to complete me... Say that u will b mine...nd ill faint in Ur arms to wake up in the breeze Of love.... I loved your beauty and your humbleness... To what u says matters a lot but more than that your silence matters... Coz I can hear even the words that u don’t say...

I hv this little innocent wish deep down in my heart… Sometimes I feel like sayin but m scared, Coz this wish is something I live by…I want my lonely nights to melt in ur arms, Jst like d flickering wick burns nd melts d silent candle… In ur eyes I see something that I hv never seen b4.. Baby ur sleepy eyes remind me of my own dreams, in which its jst uu nd me and d sparkling yet silents moments of pure romance… like chocolate dripping down frm ur lips as rosy as ever.. my life tastes sweet now coz u walked through that door, that opens to me….. u walk through d corridors of my heart, nd feel d caravan of my dreams…. I may not hv words at times, to xplain my love to uu.. but hear my silence,if u can….My silence also begs to b loved by uu…Every time u blink ur shinin eyes, my heart skips a beat.. I may not b some1 who can give u d whole world..But i swear by my words baby.. I hv no world widout uu…U run in my nerves under my skin….Nd I feel blessed that I hv uu in my life…


Every word that u say to me is a reason for me to breath, to live, to stay alive.. I may have had endless conversations wid u, but still ur voice makes me fall in luv wid u… I hate to confess this coz I don’t knw wat it means to uu.. But i still luv d sweetness in ur voice, d innocence that of a sweet baby..U knw, if one day, if I could hv uu, I would take uu into d darkness of d night,light a small candle nd ask u to say my name, shout it aloud so that d whole night lights up, nd ur voice makes me full into ur arms,never to wake up again… lost in ur voice, as i always am, I hv often felt d pleasure so divine,
that i often feel that all i hv is u driving me crazy...but u knw wat, it’s a pleasure to b lost in ur voice, search myself in ur sentences, in ur talks, nd if I may dare to say u baby
FIND MYSELF IN U…



Wrapped somewhere down my heart, deep within,I hv an image of d girl whom i desire…I see her every night wen I close my eyes,She opens her black hair on my face,nd I feel d night seeping in my eyes….The dreamy eyes that look at me, say wid an innocence that ill b loved like this forever…Her shining eyes r like dew drops, caught between blades of morning grass…her sweet looks disarm me in every way..The smoothness of her arms that holds me,always take my breath away….She touches me wid her fingers nd i feel a million roses r being showered upon me…The way she talks nd enlightens, my silence makes me wonder if I am in d God’s own company…Her hearbeats blow life into my blood nd makes me feel alive…I don’t knw if ill get her one day or not.

Till somewhere back i felt like a bud stranded on dry nd hot barron land till eternity.. It was tough to breath nd impossible to even smile. but then u came into my life like rain nd feel upon my dry lips like sweet, perfumed water. Dancing on my face were your soft fingers, playin me like a piano nd the sweet sympathy emergin out, breakin the silence of my dried nd lonely life. Like sweet wind u blew upon my face bringin to me all my lost happiness, my breath nd my thirsty soul. I'm blessed to have u in my life. I cant express wat uu mean to me but all i can say is you give me a reason to exist.

Wen i talk to uu, i feel i m lost in a voice that will take me where i want to go.
My heart skips a beat wen u smile. My world lights up wen u giggle innocently nd my eyes want to see u all day long. Wen i ll hold u into my arms ill feel that i have all d wealth in d world coz you mean a lifetime to me. In ur eyes i want to see love nd compassion for my lonely heart which beats only 4 u.
I always thought dreams r funny thoughts that come to a sleepin mind. I never thought they were for the real world. But jst one dream changed my thinking bout u. I went to sleep thinkin bout u last night and I could see u sittin next to me even wen I was asleep. You were there brushing ur fingers through my hair and ur touch , so divine made me feel lucky. I had never felt adored by an angel nd the innocence in ur eyes made me want to kiss uu… Wid trembling fingers I touched ur lips and u smiled. even touchin u made me feel special. U hold me in ur arms nd I kept ur head tightly against my chest. I wanted to hide u frm all this cruel world, make u mine forever. Lookin silently into ur eyes, wid my fingers in ur silky hair, I came closer to u, our lips only a few inches apart. You closed ur eyes nd touched upon my lips wid ur’s and I felt as if my soul has been liberated. i felt as if I m flowin into ur arms nd the moments slowly melting between our lips. Your kiss was d happiest thing I hv ever felt……. If I could beg the clock to give me back a few moments of my life, they ll b those few moments, I was close to u in my dream. I never wanted to wake up as I can never get enough of u . I wish nd pray to god that every night I get the same dream with u being in my arms nd ur breath fallin on my lips like air of the gardens. And the deepest desire of my heart is to make this dream true , live every moment in that dream… love u , adore u , nd make u feel d most important thing in my life.